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srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/pencil.jpg altpicking up the pencil width612 height410 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/pencil.jpg 612w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/pencil-300x201.jpg 300w sizes(max-width: 612px) 100vw, 612px />/p>p>It’s been a hot minute./p>p>It’s three and a half years since I posted anything to this blog. To this receptacle I had intended to dump all my various thoughts, inspirations and fears into. /p>p>But life intercedes. Events occur. Media distracts. Work disrupts. People flow in and out like the tide. Thoughts get tangled in the net of the now and it takes every effort to sort them out, much less commit them to electronic paper./p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2022/01/picking-up-the-pencil/#more-368 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-277 classpost-277 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-poem category-relationships> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/08/twinkle-in-your-eyes/ relbookmark>Twinkle in Your Eyes/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/08/twinkle-in-your-eyes/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2018-08-27T13:35:40-04:00>August 27, 2018/time>time classupdated datetime2018-10-11T08:24:00-04:00>October 11, 2018/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/08/twinkle-in-your-eyes/#comments>1 Comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>img decodingasync classalignnone wp-image-281 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2018/08/twinkle.jpeg alt width240 height238 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2018/08/twinkle.jpeg 736w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2018/08/twinkle-150x150.jpeg 150w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2018/08/twinkle-300x298.jpeg 300w sizes(max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px />br />The night that you first kissed my lipsbr />It came as a surprisebr />But I was made enchanted by thebr />Twinkle in your eyes/p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/08/twinkle-in-your-eyes/#more-277 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-261 classpost-261 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-personal-growth category-who-i-am> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/the-king-of-overthinking/ relbookmark>The King of Overthinking/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/the-king-of-overthinking/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2018-05-31T23:24:09-04:00>May 31, 2018/time>time classupdated datetime2018-05-31T23:25:55-04:00>May 31, 2018/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/the-king-of-overthinking/#respond>Leave a comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>img loadinglazy decodingasync classalignnone size-full wp-image-263 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/overthinking.jpg alt width699 height416 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/overthinking.jpg 699w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2018/05/overthinking-300x179.jpg 300w sizesauto, (max-width: 699px) 100vw, 699px />/p>p>Life is chaos./p>p>Things happen. Details change. Choices made./p>p>Every minute. Every hour. Every day./p>p>Constantly./p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/the-king-of-overthinking/#more-261 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-236 classpost-236 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-poem category-relationships> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/longing/ relbookmark>Longing/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/longing/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2018-05-27T09:09:24-04:00>May 27, 2018/time>time classupdated datetime2018-06-12T12:54:21-04:00>June 12, 2018/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/longing/#respond>Leave a comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>Two heartsbr />Regions apartbr />Aching with the same desire/p>p>How they long to be togetherbr />Entangled by passionbr />Entwined by ecstasybr />Comforting, caressing, surrenderingbr />Once is never enough/p>p>How they lust to share the firebr />Hot and roaringbr />Flickering and pulsatingbr />Lapping, quivering, bellowing, ascendingbr />Exploding/p>p>If only it could be/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-229 classpost-229 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-poem category-relationships> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/she-moves-with-the-light/ relbookmark>She Moves with the Light/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/she-moves-with-the-light/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2018-05-24T18:30:06-04:00>May 24, 2018/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2018/05/she-moves-with-the-light/#comments>1 Comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>She moves with the lightbr />Sparkling effervescent in her beautybr />Beaming her joy into my heartbr />Shining her warmth across my soul/p>p>I spend great hours in her splendorbr />Basking myself in her radiant smilebr />We touch and our bodies together glowbr />A brilliance of the brightest day/p>p>But now the day grows longbr />Light slips away from darkened cornersbr />She is pulled from me by setting sunsbr />Across the floor, folding into the horizon/p>p>Beyond my reach/p>p> /p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-152 classpost-152 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-personal-growth category-rememberance category-who-i-am tag-goals tag-reevaluation> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/12/doors-behind-roads-ahead/ relbookmark>Doors Behind, Roads Ahead/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/12/doors-behind-roads-ahead/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-12-31T17:06:04-05:00>December 31, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-12-31T17:18:28-05:00>December 31, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/12/doors-behind-roads-ahead/#respond>Leave a comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>a hrefhttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/door_road.jpg relattachment wp-att-153>img loadinglazy decodingasync classalignnone wp-image-153 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/door_road.jpg altDoors Behind, Roads Ahead width399 height399 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/door_road.jpg 500w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/door_road-150x150.jpg 150w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/door_road-300x300.jpg 300w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/door_road-200x200.jpg 200w sizesauto, (max-width: 399px) 100vw, 399px />br />/a>The end of December is a time of introspection for many of us, on both a personal level and also of the world at large. We look at all our wonderful times of the past year: the accomplishments we made, the places and events we experienced, and the magnificent people we’ve shared them all with. We also throw a cautious glance at the moments that were not as wonderful – the painful instances and losses we had to endure – in the hopes that there was some significance to the suffering. We then take our pencils out and start jotting down our new “resolutions”… what we will do more of, do less of, or simply do better in the coming year ahead./p>p>This past year was a difficult one for me. Everything seemed like it was going so well as the year began. So many of the goals I had set out for myself those decades past were finally falling in line. I felt relaxed; I felt happy. I was ready to tackle the world…. strong>THIS/strong> strong>WOULD BE MY YEAR/strong>./p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/12/doors-behind-roads-ahead/#more-152 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-126 classpost-126 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-personal-growth category-relationships tag-ellen tag-introvert tag-love tag-reevaluation tag-social-anxiety> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/09/disconnected/ relbookmark>Disconnected/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/09/disconnected/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-09-24T13:33:49-04:00>September 24, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-09-24T13:41:16-04:00>September 24, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/09/disconnected/#comments>2 Comments/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>a hrefhttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/09/disconnected.jpg>img loadinglazy decodingasync classalignnone size-full wp-image-128 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/09/disconnected.jpg altdisconnected width500 height375 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/09/disconnected.jpg 500w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/09/disconnected-300x225.jpg 300w sizesauto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px />/a>/p>p>Disappointment brings up a whole cacophony of emotions. Anger, sorrow, fear… each one twisting around inside of you like a wrestling match for control of your inner psyche./p>p>I’ve had to deal with disappointment quite a lot this year, and last week brought some more to my doorstep. A few months ago I chose to reestablish a relationship with my ex-fiancé Ellen. I ignored all of my better judgment, hoped for a miracle, and on Thursday got burned to a brittle crisp./p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/09/disconnected/#more-126 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-111 classpost-111 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-personal-growth category-rememberance tag-acting tag-history tag-memories tag-theater tag-theatre> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/05/comedie-et-tragedie/ relbookmark>Comédie et Tragédie/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/05/comedie-et-tragedie/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-05-18T17:53:24-04:00>May 18, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-09-24T11:40:05-04:00>September 24, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/05/comedie-et-tragedie/#comments>5 Comments/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>a hrefhttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/masks.jpg>img loadinglazy decodingasync classalignnone size-full wp-image-110 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/masks.jpg altmasks width738 height446 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/masks.jpg 738w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/masks-300x181.jpg 300w sizesauto, (max-width: 738px) 100vw, 738px />/a>/p>p>Earlier this month I went to see the final dress rehearsal of “strong>em>Evita”/em>/strong> at Circle Theatre. My friend Todd Lewis is playing Juan Perón in the wonderful production, but starring as Evita is Jolene Frankey, a woman I was doing a show with exactly twenty years ago. She was but a little girl in that show, and now she’s a grown woman, a mother and a superb singer and performer. To me it does not feel like that much time has passed… it’s startling. (Oh, and Todd isn’t so bad, either.)/p>p>It brought my thoughts since then back to that time. It was a critical point in my life. Through those five years of experiences I was able to enjoy life and conquer some of my innermost demons… but it came to an abrupt, painful end./p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/05/comedie-et-tragedie/#more-111 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-96 classpost-96 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-personal-growth tag-birthday tag-future> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/05/the-birthday-post/ relbookmark>The Birthday Post/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/05/the-birthday-post/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-05-07T15:37:04-04:00>May 7, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-09-24T11:41:40-04:00>September 24, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/05/the-birthday-post/#respond>Leave a comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>a hrefhttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/candles.jpg>img loadinglazy decodingasync classsize-full wp-image-98 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/candles.jpg altbirthday cake with lots of burning candles width425 height290 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/candles.jpg 425w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/candles-300x205.jpg 300w sizesauto, (max-width: 425px) 100vw, 425px />/a>/p>p>Today I turn 47 years old. It’s been turning over in my head since I got up this morning. strong>FORTY-SEVEN/strong>./p>p>That seems unfathomable. How did this number sneak up on me so surreptitiously?/p>p>When you are young and primed for your life to begin, a number like that can seem a strong>LONG/strong> way off. You have dreams and ambitions as wide as the sky… and strong>SURELY/strong> you have all the time in the world to make your conquests./p>p>It’s a completely different viewpoint now. Suddenly you realize that there’s a deadline to all of these goals. The finish line seems just as distant, and you’re quickly running out of breath./p>p>Does everyone feel this growing sense of urgency as they get older, or is it just me?/p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/05/the-birthday-post/#more-96 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-90 classpost-90 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-personal-growth tag-current-thoughts tag-goals tag-reevaluation tag-social-anxiety> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/04/pointless_filler/ relbookmark>Pointless Filler/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/04/pointless_filler/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-04-25T22:09:52-04:00>April 25, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-09-24T11:44:26-04:00>September 24, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/04/pointless_filler/#comments>1 Comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>a hrefhttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/04/blah_blah.jpg>img loadinglazy decodingasync classalignnone size-medium wp-image-91 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/04/blah_blah-300x278.jpg altblah blah blah width300 height278 />/a>/p>p>It’s been over a month since my last blog post. During that time I’d been working on a post that, while started with good intentions, got too buried within its own subject matter. Work and family was more of the focus over the last five weeks, and some personal issues kept shattering my focus on the material I had set out to create. In the end, I decided to table the post and just write something here more “stream of consciousness”./p>p>Lately, it’s been one day at a time for me. Life got quite a bit smaller after losing both my cat and my girlfriend of 2 ½ years simultaneously. Other issues happened at about the same time both personally and professionally that, all taken together, knocked me down several rungs of the ladder. If I truly believed in luck, I would have concluded that I’ve had nothing but a bad run of it since New Year’s Day. So I make it through each day by sticking with my recently developed routines and dealing with each day’s challenges as they come./p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/04/pointless_filler/#more-90 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-77 classpost-77 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-who-i-am tag-evil-twin tag-genealogy tag-germany tag-history tag-steinbach tag-steinebach> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/whats-in-a-name/ relbookmark>Stones in the Stream: What’s in a Name?/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/whats-in-a-name/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-03-18T17:05:08-04:00>March 18, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-09-24T11:45:06-04:00>September 24, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/whats-in-a-name/#comments>5 Comments/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>a hrefhttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/hello-my-name-is.jpg>img loadinglazy decodingasync classalignnone wp-image-79 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/hello-my-name-is-300x211.jpg althello-my-name-is width427 height300 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/hello-my-name-is-300x211.jpg 300w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/hello-my-name-is.jpg 500w sizesauto, (max-width: 427px) 100vw, 427px />/a>br />I love history./p>p>Along with science and technology, it’s one of the pillars in my Pantheon of Eternal Geekdom. I read books on American and world history, collect historical pictures of my hometown, and watched the History Channel religiously until they followed MTV’s lead and replaced everything with reality shows./p>p>History is about learning how (and why) we climbed from the humble origins of Homo Sapiens to the dominant beings that we are today. It’s about strong>learning from all of those souls who have gone before us/strong>; about revering the heights that humanity has accomplished, but also learning from humanity’s past mistakes… or at least trying to. I wish more people felt this same appreciation./p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/whats-in-a-name/#more-77 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-60 classpost-60 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-who-i-am tag-introvert tag-memories tag-social-anxiety> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/introversion-and-social-anxiety/ relbookmark>Life in the Bubble: Dealing with Introversion and Social Anxiety/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/introversion-and-social-anxiety/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-03-08T23:45:11-04:00>March 8, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-09-24T11:46:13-04:00>September 24, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/introversion-and-social-anxiety/#comments>2 Comments/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>a hrefhttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/social-anxiety.jpg>img loadinglazy decodingasync classalignnone wp-image-63 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/social-anxiety-300x200.jpg altsocial-anxiety width508 height338 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/social-anxiety-300x200.jpg 300w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/social-anxiety.jpg 480w sizesauto, (max-width: 508px) 100vw, 508px />br />/a>One of the things I want to accomplish with my blog is to really start opening up about myself. I have spent all of my life feeling misunderstood… by not only the people I interact with, but even friends and family. I have been alive now for almost half a strong>CENTURY/strong>, and yet I feel like I have not done enough to define to the world who I am, what I believe in, and what I stand for./p>p>I could let it all pour out right now and write my entire autobiography here, but not only would it take quite a while to write, it would also be an unbearably long and boring read./p>p>So what I am going to do is, every so often, I am going to make a post that focuses on one facet of me. One part of who I am. A slice of me that’s a little more digestible in one sitting. Over time, the individual pieces taken together should make a fair representation of me… or at least that is my hope./p>p>So for this inaugural entry I will start with an easy and obvious one: strong>I am an introvert./strong>/p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/introversion-and-social-anxiety/#more-60 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-57 classpost-57 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-poem tag-love> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/return-to-zero/ relbookmark>Return To Zero/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/return-to-zero/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-03-01T14:03:00-05:00>March 1, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-03-01T14:20:20-05:00>March 1, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/03/return-to-zero/#respond>Leave a comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p styletext-align: right;>strong>em>0/em>/strong>br />strong>em> It’s over/em>/strong>br />strong>em> The end of love/em>/strong>br />strong>em> The coda to our song/em>/strong>br />strong>em> Pack away the memories/em>/strong>br />strong>em> Put away the dreams/em>/strong>br />strong>em> Return to Zero/em>/strong>br />strong>em> It’s over/em>/strong>br />strong>em> 0/em>/strong>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-47 classpost-47 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-rememberance tag-cat tag-hamilton tag-heidi tag-pets tag-shadow> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/02/ode-to-a-simple-household-cat/ relbookmark>Ode to a Simple Household Cat/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/02/ode-to-a-simple-household-cat/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-02-27T11:47:33-05:00>February 27, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-09-24T11:47:20-04:00>September 24, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/02/ode-to-a-simple-household-cat/#respond>Leave a comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>a hrefhttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/hamilton.jpg>img loadinglazy decodingasync classalignnone wp-image-55 srchttp://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/hamilton-300x215.jpg althamilton width590 height423 srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/hamilton-300x215.jpg 300w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/hamilton-1024x734.jpg 1024w sizesauto, (max-width: 590px) 100vw, 590px />/a>/p>p>All of my life I’ve been a dog person./p>p>That’s mostly because that is what I had as pets all of my life. I had one the instant I was born. Shadow, a German Shepherd, was already part of the family as I began my life. My brother and I spent our childhood with that big dog, running around the yard, fetching tennis balls and sticks, exploring the backyard woods, and he was always tough yet gentle. He was trusting and kind to everyone, even to the point of enduring pain – a group of teenagers from the nearby junior high once put out their cigarettes on his head, and he did nothing to them. But as we got older and faster, he got older and slower. Arthritis crept into his bones and made life difficult for him. The day we had to put him down was one of the harder days of my youth./p>p> a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/02/ode-to-a-simple-household-cat/#more-47 classmore-link>Continue reading span classmeta-nav>→/span>/a>/p> /div>!-- .entry-content --> /article>!-- #post-## --> article idpost-14 classpost-14 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-general> header classentry-header> h1 classentry-title>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/02/starting-the-charge/ relbookmark>Starting the Charge/a>/h1> /header>!-- .entry-header --> div classentry-thumbnail> img width425 height297 srchttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/2548274_orig.jpg classattachment-penscratch-featured size-penscratch-featured wp-post-image altTilting @ Windmills decodingasync loadinglazy srcsethttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/2548274_orig.jpg 425w, https://tiltingatwindmills.info/tiltwp/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/2548274_orig-300x210.jpg 300w sizesauto, (max-width: 425px) 100vw, 425px /> /div> div classentry-meta> span classposted-on>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/02/starting-the-charge/ relbookmark>time classentry-date published datetime2015-02-24T22:50:40-05:00>February 24, 2015/time>time classupdated datetime2015-02-25T11:21:32-05:00>February 25, 2015/time>/a>/span>span classbyline>span classsep> ~ /span>span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/author/quixotic1/>Lee Steinebach/a>/span>/span> span classsep> ~ /span>span classcomments-link>a hrefhttps://tiltingatwindmills.info/2015/02/starting-the-charge/#respond>Leave a comment/a>/span> /div>!-- .entry-meta --> div classentry-content> p>So here is my first post on my brand new blog. Come on in./p>p>I’ve had the idea to write one for some time. I have been writing personal journal entries since I was a kid, though I have very often gone long stretches without writing nary a word… sometimes several years. I mourn the lost details of those gaps; I’ve had successes, tragedies, and other important events in my life that have lost some of the finer detail now in the passing time. When enough of these events have accumulated up, I often go into writing mode to attempt to preserve some of the information, and to release the emotion that is bottled up inside of me./p>p>There are two life events that have recently happened that have drawn me back to the keyboard. One is the death of my little buddy Hamilton, my cat that has been with me through some troubled times in the last several years. After a week of increasing illness, it was discovered that he had an incurable disease. I was left with the grueling decision of letting him go peacefully or to try to help him hold on for a short while longer (at the cost of his quality of life). I grieved over the decision for an hour, though I really knew what choice I had to make the whole time. He died quietly in my arms that night./p>p>The second event was simultaneous: the breakup of my relationship of 2 1/2 years. She was, unfortunately, not as supportive as I would have wished during the time of Hamilton’s illness. Then, in a contradictory manner, she was opposed to the decision I made to let him go. It was not the only difficult period between us, but it was the defining one that sadly ended our time together./p>p>Now I am left to sort through my feelings on both matters, looking back on the events that led up to the eventful week, as well as my life before that and what to do going forward./p>p>I’ve been at this moment before… as have we all, I suppose. The first day of the rest of my life./p>p>I will post on here as often as I can / as I feel compelled to write. I know some of my friends have recently accepted the “blog every day” challenge, but it’s not my intention to post here for the sake of posting.. Living life takes precedence… blogging about it comes second. 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