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category-carlymarie-project-2017 tag-captureyourgrief tag-anxiety tag-birthday-cake tag-cakes-2 tag-dessert tag-stress tag-whathealsyou>header classentry-header>h1 classentry-title> a href2017/10/05/capture-your-grief-2017-day-5/ relbookmark>{Capture Your Grief – 2017} Day #5/a> /h1> div classcomments-link> a href2017/10/05/capture-your-grief-2017-day-5/#respond>span classleave-reply>Leave a reply/span>/a> /div>!-- .comments-link --> /header>!-- .entry-header -->div classentry-content> h1 styletext-align: center;>Day #5: Soul Therapya href/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017CaptureYourGriefDay5.jpg>img classaligncenter wp-image-1468 srchttps://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/6521a1b6f531c9eb19f29e0c5d4b63f6e5fdd9b3/7a215/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday5.jpg alt width398 height600 srcsethttps://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/6521a1b6f531c9eb19f29e0c5d4b63f6e5fdd9b3/7a215/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday5.jpg 795w, 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They give me a creative outlet and they allow me to give other children something Clara never got. Each week I am afforded an opportunity to celebrate milestones with families. There is not a word in the English language that is strong enough to describe the “love” I feel when each birthday cake leaves my home./p>p styletext-align: center;>I have often said you can tell how stressful of a week I had by the awesomeness of the cake. Today I am not sure that is the case but I do appreciate that creating cakes is still a stress reliever. Each week I melt, kneed, measure, cut, and wrap up my stress and transform it into pieces of art./p>p>Our special days are never guaranteed. Today, as I work on a new batch of cakes for the week, I am reminded of the real reason I create. I am reminded that it is an honor and privilege to be part of the memories these families set out to make. Each cake symbolizes a little stress, grief, and anxiety transformed into the perfect dessert wrapped in love and hope. <3/p>p>#WhatHealsYou #CaptureYourGrief/p>div classaddtoany_share_save_container addtoany_content_bottom>div classa2a_kit a2a_kit_size_16 addtoany_list data-a2a-url/2017/10/05/capture-your-grief-2017-day-5/ data-a2a-title{Capture Your Grief – 2017} Day #5>a classa2a_button_facebook hrefhttps://www.addtoany.com/add_to/facebook?linkurlhttps%3A%2F%2Falittlepinklemonade.ortmansworld.com%2F2017%2F10%2F05%2Fcapture-your-grief-2017-day-5%2F&linkname%7BCapture%20Your%20Grief%20%E2%80%93%202017%7D%20Day%20%235 titleFacebook relnofollow noopener target_blank>/a>a classa2a_button_twitter hrefhttps://www.addtoany.com/add_to/twitter?linkurlhttps%3A%2F%2Falittlepinklemonade.ortmansworld.com%2F2017%2F10%2F05%2Fcapture-your-grief-2017-day-5%2F&linkname%7BCapture%20Your%20Grief%20%E2%80%93%202017%7D%20Day%20%235 titleTwitter relnofollow noopener target_blank>/a>a classa2a_button_google_plus hrefhttps://www.addtoany.com/add_to/google_plus?linkurlhttps%3A%2F%2Falittlepinklemonade.ortmansworld.com%2F2017%2F10%2F05%2Fcapture-your-grief-2017-day-5%2F&linkname%7BCapture%20Your%20Grief%20%E2%80%93%202017%7D%20Day%20%235 titleGoogle+ relnofollow noopener target_blank>/a>a classa2a_dd addtoany_share_save hrefhttps://www.addtoany.com/share>img srchttps://static.addtoany.com/buttons/favicon.png altShare>/a>/div>/div> /div>!-- .entry-content --> footer classentry-meta> This entry was posted in a hrefcategory/kids/carlymarie-project/ relcategory tag>CarlyMarie Project/a>, a hrefcategory/kids/carlymarie-project/carlymarie-project-2017/ relcategory tag>CarlyMarie Project 2017/a> and tagged a hreftag/captureyourgrief/ reltag>#CaptureYourGrief/a>, a hreftag/anxiety/ reltag>anxiety/a>, a hreftag/birthday-cake/ reltag>Birthday cake/a>, a hreftag/cakes-2/ reltag>cakes/a>, a hreftag/dessert/ reltag>dessert/a>, a hreftag/stress/ reltag>Stress/a>, a hreftag/whathealsyou/ reltag>WhatHealsYou/a> on a href2017/10/05/capture-your-grief-2017-day-5/ title4:49 pm relbookmark>time classentry-date datetime2017-10-05T16:49:24+00:00>October 5, 2017/time>/a>span classby-author> by span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefauthor/missyortman/ titleView all posts by Missy relauthor>Missy/a>/span>/span>. /footer>!-- .entry-meta -->/article>!-- #post -->article idpost-1463 classpost-1463 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-carlymarie-project category-carlymarie-project-2017 category-uncategorized>header classentry-header>h1 classentry-title> a href2017/10/04/capture-your-grief-2017-day-4/ relbookmark>{Capture Your Grief – 2017} Day #4/a> /h1> div classcomments-link> a href2017/10/04/capture-your-grief-2017-day-4/#respond>span classleave-reply>Leave a reply/span>/a> /div>!-- .comments-link --> /header>!-- .entry-header -->div classentry-content> h1 styletext-align: center;>Day #4: Belonging/h1>p styletext-align: center;>a href/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017CaptureYourGriefDay4.jpg>img classaligncenter size-full wp-image-1464 srchttps://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/39b11b0fd073adb3b26961adba9e97e1bbcbea91/11393/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday4.jpg alt width1200 height795 srcsethttps://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/39b11b0fd073adb3b26961adba9e97e1bbcbea91/11393/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday4.jpg 1200w, https://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/3f88243be1a25e40dccf2ab0ea65dec0b31e6e66/e83a3/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday4-300x199.jpg 300w, https://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/eb30a6b05346c9ef4d7b038ab2835b1614cf789a/5474e/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday4-768x509.jpg 768w, https://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/d742442b8f7809047b28b356a185b9c9aeab77c9/d6284/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday4-1024x678.jpg 1024w, https://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/293d6e87cb0f394f7ff9df731c5891ef2323a6da/4a451/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday4-624x413.jpg 624w sizes(max-width: 1200px) 100vw, 1200px>/a>/p>p styletext-align: center;>I have never been good at maintaining close friendships. I have almost always been transient and fluid, belonging to a wide variety of groups. I have carried that into adulthood. I find that I belong to a group for a while and then another comes along. We all grow differently and I feel like that change is necessary to my own growth. The one thing I have learned through my grief is that I connect with anyone who recognizes that my grief journey is not a problem that needs to be solved./p>p styletext-align: center;>All too often people share words of comfort that veer toward solving the heartache rather than comforting the griever. It is like someone is trying to solve the problem by placing the puzzle piece in sideways. Usually, they give up, put the piece back down, and move on./p>p styletext-align: center;>Sometimes people don’t like the puzzle you have become. They tend to walk away without a word. It’s not because they are mean or don’t care, but because they don’t know what to do./p>p styletext-align: center;>Once-in-a-while you meet someone who not only places the piece down incorrectly, they jam it in and attempt to hammer in just so they can solve the problem their way. For me, this group of people was often those closest to my heart. They also were the most upset/hurt when I shared how their problem solving was hurting me./p>p styletext-align: center;>The people I try to surround myself with are those who care. They stop and listen and learn what is I need rather than telling me what is needed. I appreciate when people recognize that while my puzzle is almost complete, it will never be 100%. They don’t search me for that last piece nor try to craft a replacement one. They acknowledge that Clara took a single piece with her. They can stand back and appreciate the rest of the puzzle without thinking it is worthless./p>p styletext-align: center;>I am forever grateful for my ever-changing tribe. They are always the most amazing, caring, loving people. Whether they are still with me today or have moved on, their lives touched mine at a time when I needed it most. For that I must say, thank you!/p>p>#CaptureYourGrief #WhatHealsYou/p>div classaddtoany_share_save_container addtoany_content_bottom>div classa2a_kit a2a_kit_size_16 addtoany_list data-a2a-url/2017/10/04/capture-your-grief-2017-day-4/ data-a2a-title{Capture Your Grief – 2017} Day #4>a classa2a_button_facebook hrefhttps://www.addtoany.com/add_to/facebook?linkurlhttps%3A%2F%2Falittlepinklemonade.ortmansworld.com%2F2017%2F10%2F04%2Fcapture-your-grief-2017-day-4%2F&linkname%7BCapture%20Your%20Grief%20%E2%80%93%202017%7D%20Day%20%234 titleFacebook relnofollow noopener target_blank>/a>a classa2a_button_twitter hrefhttps://www.addtoany.com/add_to/twitter?linkurlhttps%3A%2F%2Falittlepinklemonade.ortmansworld.com%2F2017%2F10%2F04%2Fcapture-your-grief-2017-day-4%2F&linkname%7BCapture%20Your%20Grief%20%E2%80%93%202017%7D%20Day%20%234 titleTwitter relnofollow noopener target_blank>/a>a classa2a_button_google_plus hrefhttps://www.addtoany.com/add_to/google_plus?linkurlhttps%3A%2F%2Falittlepinklemonade.ortmansworld.com%2F2017%2F10%2F04%2Fcapture-your-grief-2017-day-4%2F&linkname%7BCapture%20Your%20Grief%20%E2%80%93%202017%7D%20Day%20%234 titleGoogle+ relnofollow noopener target_blank>/a>a classa2a_dd addtoany_share_save hrefhttps://www.addtoany.com/share>img srchttps://static.addtoany.com/buttons/favicon.png altShare>/a>/div>/div> /div>!-- .entry-content --> footer classentry-meta> This entry was posted in a hrefcategory/kids/carlymarie-project/ relcategory tag>CarlyMarie Project/a>, a hrefcategory/kids/carlymarie-project/carlymarie-project-2017/ relcategory tag>CarlyMarie Project 2017/a>, a hrefcategory/uncategorized/ relcategory tag>Uncategorized/a> on a href2017/10/04/capture-your-grief-2017-day-4/ title7:37 am relbookmark>time classentry-date datetime2017-10-04T07:37:11+00:00>October 4, 2017/time>/a>span classby-author> by span classauthor vcard>a classurl fn n hrefauthor/missyortman/ titleView all posts by Missy relauthor>Missy/a>/span>/span>. /footer>!-- .entry-meta -->/article>!-- #post -->article idpost-1459 classpost-1459 post type-post status-publish format-standard hentry category-carlymarie-project category-carlymarie-project-2017 tag-captureyourgrief tag-grief tag-guilt tag-mantra tag-whathealsyou>header classentry-header>h1 classentry-title> a href2017/10/03/capture-your-grief-2017-day-3/ relbookmark>{Capture Your Grief – 2017} Day #3/a> /h1> div classcomments-link> a href2017/10/03/capture-your-grief-2017-day-3/#respond>span classleave-reply>Leave a reply/span>/a> /div>!-- .comments-link --> /header>!-- .entry-header -->div classentry-content> h1 styletext-align: center;>Day #3: Meaningful Mantra/h1>p styletext-align: center;>a href/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017CaptureYourGriefDay3.jpg>img classaligncenter wp-image-1460 srchttps://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/9b5470267563ae59d3174a00c2725e7cf8d6da16/2f062/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday3.jpg alt width400 height265 srcsethttps://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/9b5470267563ae59d3174a00c2725e7cf8d6da16/2f062/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday3.jpg 1200w, https://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/d09ac3e4e84dd1a2f8431fef51cfc339d95276af/3590d/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday3-300x199.jpg 300w, https://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/37bd537ef94412964bd601f2e07663fc69d03fd0/06150/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday3-768x509.jpg 768w, https://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/775c0e3b416d4d4a45dd9bf026c92a54b1ad1c55/a6e4f/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday3-1024x678.jpg 1024w, https://d33wubrfki0l68.cloudfront.net/c7aae84457cc7994623040fadbac5df7c5bffe95/a5e54/wp-content/uploads/sites/22/2017/10/2017captureyourgriefday3-624x413.jpg 624w sizes(max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px>/a>/p>p styletext-align: center;>Mantras change just as our grief changes. I started with “She knew she could, so she did.”. Then I moved to “share the comfort you have been given.”. Today “I am enough” fits the year./p>p styletext-align: center;>Strangers, friends, and even loved ones will say things about your loss that will make you question yourself. I doubted so much about myself and my loss for so long. Could I have done this differently or that differently? Could I have handled this situation better? Could I have started an organization or done more to promote SIDS awareness? Who knows./p>p>Maybe I should have saved more things of Clara’s. Maybe I should have given more away. Maybe we should have waited to have another child. Maybe we should have moved out of our home. Maybe we should have stayed longer. Maybe I should have told people their words were hurtful. Maybe I was too sensitive. Maybe I didn’t cry enough. Maybe I cried too much. The list goes on and on./p>p styletext-align: center;>I have hit the point in my life and grief journey where I feel the understanding the I am enough. Who I am as a mother and a bereaved mother is enough. What I do to honor Clara is enough. The remaining items I have of Clara’s is enough./p>p styletext-align: center;>I know there may be a day when I lose everything we have left of Clara’s belongings. While I know that will be a sad day for me, I also know that my heart will continue to share her life with others. I know that she may not live on after I am gone. I know that thinking that is okay./p>p styletext-align: center;>I know that the cakes I create are enough to share my baby girl. I know that I would be overwhelmed with a non-profit organization in her honor. I know that cakes are the perfect remembrance and enough./p>p styletext-align: center;>Lastly, I am enough. I don’t need answers to all those questions on if I am good enough or did the right things. I know it was enough for me. I don’t need to be compared to anyone else. You see, much like these traffic cones, we all have bumps, bruises, and scars yet we all get back up and do the job we were intended to do. We stand together. We are not the same. Our scars are not the same. 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In the early days, in your weakest moments, it takes work to get out of bed. You don’t feel strong enough to face the day. In those moments, I needed a routine, a ritual to help me build up the strength to get through each day./p>p styletext-align: center;>Every morning, I got up and I ached. I ached because everything was new to my body, my mind, my heart. It hurt to move, to think, to love. The weight of my grief reminded me of the days when you first start working out. Each day I got stronger, my body able to carry the weight of grief. There were days when I still felt weak. Then there were days when I thought I could handle more weight than I could. I cried those days. My tears like a shower that washed the sweat off my body. The next day I would start over and remind myself, it isn’t a race. There is no finish line./p>p styletext-align: center;>As the years have passed, my strength has been built up. Rituals don’t always include tears. 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I have participated in the project for many years and just like our grief changes, so has this project. This year is less about sharing our children and more about honoring them in our journey to heal. I know that there are days I plan to change a bit to meet the needs of my heart but I love the guidance the CarlyMarie Project Heal (a class_58cn hrefhttps://www.facebook.com/hashtag/captureyourgrief?sourcefeed_text&story_id10156668329507519 data-ft{tn:*N,type:104}>span class_5afx>span class_58cl _5afz aria-labelhashtag>#/span>span class_58cm>CaptureYourGrief/span>/span>/a>) gives. Ispan classtext_exposed_show> hope you join me each day as I share my journey through my own grief and hope. /span>/p>div classtext_exposed_show>p styletext-align: center;>Today I have chosen to quote, “They say time heals all wounds, but that presumes the source of the grief is finite.” because even after eight years, there are still wounds in my heart. There is no time limit on grief. It stays with you every day of the rest of your life. Grief does change though. As the years go on, it morphs into different things. You feel differently, you deal with things differently. I continue to do this project to express how things change from year to year. It also gives me dedicated time to focus on the many blessings of Clara’s short life, my loss, and my growth/healing./p>p styletext-align: center;>Good morning sunrise! Good morning Miss Clara! 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Our “Pink Lemonade” team has been there since the run’s first year. Our tradition each year was to take our family picture with Clara’s sign. It was a way for us to see how our family changed each year and a significant way to include Clara in that growth. I always feared we would someday miss this event. This year we experienced that loss./p>p>Infant loss is filled with so many “firsts” but this one is hard to put words to. It is the first time we put Clara’s memory behind us in favor of other events. It is surreal to know that the very last thing we held onto from South Dakota (and Clara’s past) is behind us (at least for this year). Instead of spending the weekend with family and friends, we spent it at a pool with family and friends. We missed out on our family picture and our yearly t-shirt swag. We missed out of the balloon release and the kind words of remembrance. We missed out on connecting with other SIDS families and we missed out on spending a day to just remember Clara./p>p>And yet, we spent Saturday celebrating Clara’s rainbow. This weekend we celebrated her brother’s first swim meet. We saw the smile of a little guy who has overcome so much! The tiniest swimmer there who never hesitated to get on the starting blocks that stand as tall as his shoulders. He sat with the big swimmers and listened to their advice. We left with a different t-shirt. One with Link’s name on it. We got to cheer on this kid, yet it was different./p>p>It is hard to look back and know you have to choose between your living child and your child in Heaven. Walking around the pool today, I couldn’t help but notice the little girls trying to their hair under their caps and their goggles set. It was one of Link’s teammates first meets too. This little 8-year-old girl grabbed me by the hand and asked me if I could tell her when it was time to go line up. It gave me a glimpse into what a swim experience might have been like if Clara was here today. I so wanted to take a little selfie with that girl!! That simple, brief moment meant a lot to me./p>p>As I look back on the weekend, I have to say thank you to everyone who made it special. Thank you to Kevin and Tracee for walking in Clara’s memory for us!! Your pictures left me in tears on the pool deck. Thank you to Brianne Edwards for keeping Clara’s sign and memory at the run even when we can’t make it. Thank you to the Iowa City Eels for being such a wonderful family too. 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I talked earlier this week about how important I find it to be to serve others and to reach out. On day 29 the prompt for this project was to do a random act of kindness in honor of Clara. Sadly we were mostly homebodies yesterday, only leaving to get a gallon of milk for today’s breakfast. It was thought that trip that I was inspired to write my day 29 words./p>p styletext-align: center;>Last night I ran into a young woman who works at Walgreens. She is super friendly and I always look forward to seeing her in the pharmacy on my many trips throughout the month. Lately, I haven’t seen her and sadly wondered if she had decided on a new opportunity. So when I saw her last night I had to go through her register./p>p styletext-align: center;>She asked which kiddo was with me and asked how the kids were. She didn’t recognize Damon’s name and I reminded her that I do have a few healthy kids. She giggled and asked to remind her of how many kids I had. I shared with her everyone including Clara. I then asked why she hadn’t been at work much. Turns out she is going to school to be a Physicians Assistant. She said, “Missy, someday I want to be able to see your kiddos in the office not just through the window at the pharmacy. The things you deal with and the smile you always have, inspire me to want to help more people.”./p>p styletext-align: center;>Sometimes our random acts of kindness are unknown even to ourselves. We plant seeds that bloom at later times. Seeds that positively impact someone we barely know. I find that kindness, smiles, and service to others goes a long way to touching lives in a way that, sometimes, money can’t. I often share the ways in which we give in Clara’s memory but I feel like there are more things we give that go unnoticed, like kindness. I have always been a firm believer that you never know what someone is dealing with. 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It is easy to look at yourself and be your worst critic. Other people’s comments will make you question whether you loved your child enough. You will wonder if you were a good enough parent. You will see this jumbled mess of emotions and wonder, am I ready for the world again?/p>p styletext-align: center;>I often hear people remind me to take time for myself. I even have to remind myself once-in-a-while to stop and reorganize the tangled mess of my heart. It is easy to overlook the mess or to push it away because, let’s be real, who wants to untangle those cords? To untangle means to struggle and possibly be angry, upset, or sad. It is only through the time being mindful of our own struggles, that we can feel a more peaceful heart./p>p styletext-align: center;>For me, some of my self-compassion time comes through this project. For 31 days I have to set aside time to untangle the mess I pretend not to see. Writing forces me to be mindful and understanding that my feelings do change each year. It makes me stop and recognize that my struggles are part of our human existence on this earth. It knocks self-criticism to the curb by showing me that each of our struggles is different and it is okay to feel different. Each year I am reminded that I still have things I want to work on. Reading other’s journeys often sparks things that remind me of something I hadn’t thought of or gives me a different way to look at things./p>p styletext-align: center;>Each year I use this project to create a book. It is the best feeling in the world to close the back cover and feel a sense of relief. Relief not because I had a month long pity party but because I feel a new sense of calmness. A calmness that can only come from accepting yourself and your feelings. One that comes from seeing your own emotional resilience, learned wisdom, and even a little bit of happiness again. 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